Yaco

Monday, October 15, 2007

getting too lazy to blog recently since there weren't that many events which i can actually be bothered with but i felt like slacking and this is as good a use of slacking time as anything else so here i am!

come to think of it though, quite a few things happened over the past couple of weeks.

got back my prelims results and it was pretty much what i expected, a mixture of c's and d's. should be alright if nothing goes wrong.

anyway, something really embarrassing happened the day before we graduate. when i went onto the stage to collect the econs quiz prize, i fell off the stage when i was walking down the steps and landed on my butt in front of the whole j2. -_-''...

god, at that point i seriously wanted to find a hole and just bury myself in it. it's like so paiseh la! fall down for no reason in front of so many ppl.

then it was the graduation ceremony on wed where we saw ppl collect prizes and then was shown some video clips made by the tutors. pretty interesting clip and pretty funny too, especially the gp part! i think jc teachers are more sporting and have less of a need to keep up their image as compared to secondary school ones since we are really old enough to tell what is an act and what is not.

still, i think it was pretty bad that i didn't feel all that much emotion when we were supposed to have " graduated". it was more of the "graduated then graduated lor... still need to study for A lvl..." that kind of mood.

i suppose the real impact of graduating will come when we finish the last paper ba.

mugging for the A's seriously screws up your interpersonal skills. can you even recall the last decent length conversation about nothing, ie chatting was?

now everyone is like almost a hi bye friend or just some people who happens to have the same meal time or share the same studying space as you and not so much people who you can talk to now, which is kinda saddening.

hopefully things will pick up after the A's if not jc may seriously become something that doesn't leave much memories.

as much as i hate to say this, i have no love for my class at all, compared to the times in xinmin where i actually care about what is happening to almost everyone in the class and would willingly spend tons of time on doing stuff for them. for the jc class though, it is more like i can't be bothered to give a damn.

it may be a problem with me or with the class or just simply with the way our lessons separates us so much. i suppose the real reason is that we simply don't click ba. i actually get along much better with random people from other classes that i have no connections with( like not same cca, no similar lessons etc) much better then i do with the people from my own class. kinda sad that this had to happen.

however, like in ny has generally been pretty good though. i have had some good teachers( hazel ho, jane chong, mr ng) and some bad ones whom i think everyone knows. pretty interesting that we call most of the teachers by their full name for those without christian names and those with christian names by their christian names+ their surname without the mr/miss/mrs infront. seems kinda rude but there's just too many teachers in a jc so too many people share the same surname. it's more for convenience sake rather then out of disrespect.

mr kwek is a good guy, down to earth and real. how many principals do you know that will actually chat to you and greet you before you greet them? he is one of the principal that i respect the most so far. true, he is kinda lo sor at times but he is not talking complete rubbish all the time so it makes it much more bearable then it might be.

then of course there's db! i think i would have sunk into depression and become anti-social ages ago if not for this interesting bunch of people, made up of the weirdest group that i can imagine together. i think i shall do a walk down memory lane with you guys after the A's are over, kinda like what i did for 4e4 back then. man... gonna take up a good part of a week if my memories serves me right.

still, gotta do it for you guys since you guys deserve it!

and then there's the different groups of people whom i have met through different activities and have become good friends with as well! 0607, orientation 1 de og, 0g 13 and the different people whom i have got to know through the interactions in jc as well! if there's one thing i didn't regret, it's taking part in as many of these extra activities as i could since i have met so many people that i wouldn't have otherwise.

so much that is about to just become memories...

it's just two weeks till the A's are here and one more month till the end of it!

i am both dreading the end of it since i have no idea of what's to come and at the same time, can't wait for it since i am honestly super sick of studying le.

i guess i shall see when the time comes!

i don't think i am likely to be blogging much more after this though so i shall come back after the A's~

oh yeah, i am enlisting on 11 apr, bmtc 1 at 10:30! anyone else same as me? i know of quite a few already.

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Monday, October 08, 2007

怎么去拥有一道彩虹
怎么去拥抱一夏天的风
天上的星星笑地上的人
总是不能懂不能觉得足够

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有
如果你快乐不是为我
会不会放手其实才是拥有

当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷而祝福而感动
终于你身影消失在人海尽头
才发现笑着哭最痛

那天你和我那个山丘
那样的唱着那一年的歌
那样的回忆那么足够
足够我天天都品尝着寂寞

当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷而祝福而感动
终于你身影消失在人海尽头
才发现笑着哭最痛

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有
如果你快乐不是为我
会不会放手其实才是拥有

知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛
知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛

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