Yaco

Friday, December 29, 2006

it's times like this that i feel that i am just a big idiot who can't do anything right.

so much interesting happened in the past few days and i wanted to blog abt them last night de but now i have completely lost all mood for blogging about them.

now i am just wondering wth is wrong with the choices i made that causes me to experience this time and time again.

i can't remember how many times i have told myself not to repeat my mistakes but i kept doing them anyway.

sometimes i really wonder what's the point of putting myself through all of this only to end up saddening myself.

i told myself more then once to just give it up but i can't seem to do it right.

it's hard to put feelings into word and at the frame of mind i am in right now, i dun wanna try.

i feel like a piece of shit now but at least i won't continue doing stupid stuff for the rest of next year
i am too tired to do this anymore and i just pray that i nvr fall into this trap again.

if it's someone up there idea of toying with me, well, you are doing a good job and fuck you.

but since i dun believe in god and thus it's my own fault due to my own wishful thinking, then, fuck you, eric.

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