Yaco

Thursday, November 24, 2005

24 November

hmm... the holiday's are kinda what i expected it to be.

boring.

here i am getting bored out of my mind while others are having the time of their lives.

weird isn't it?

anyway, spent the last few days just playing games and reading from dawn till dusk. if i don't get a job soon, i am gonna go crazy from the boredom.

why didn't i feel this way the last few holidays? i guess maybe it was because there was work to be done and humans by nature don't like doing what they are told to so i had fun playing games instead of doing work. now that i got no homework to do, i am finding games boring and are looking for work instead.

the irony of life.

oh yeah. went to make specs today. i finally decided on making a frameless specs instead of contacts due to most people i asked saying that contacts don't suit me. and damn frameless specs are ex. ok, the frame itself is still ok but the lenses are freaking ex. $110 for the lenses alone and $88 for the frame. crazy... looks quite nice though and since my degree isn't increasing anymore so it should last. though the man at the shop seems to have different ideas from the way he keeps saying how easy they break to my mom.

another weird thing when i was checking my eyes today. the degree of my left and right eye are seriously different. left eye is 425 degrees and right is 550? no idea how that difference came about... it's not like i only use one eye to look at stuff from the way he says that i use one eye more. maybe cos i always sit slanted ba... that means if my eyesight improve at the same rate, my left eye would reach perfect eyesight when my right eye needs lenses of 125 degrees? what am i supposed to do then, wear an eye patch? though it is doubtful that i will ever encounter that problem since it's not very possible for my eyesight to improve so much without any external help....

had a haircut too. i offically give up on having any hopes of changing my hairstyle. told the hairdresser i wanted something different but after the haircut it looks the same as every other haircut. guess i just have to resign to fate? or in this case my genes ba.

oh well...time to accept myself for who i am. gotta do that before others can accept me i guess.

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