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Sunday, July 31, 2005

31 July

oh crap, just when i want to blog, the apprantice starts... ok, i am going to keep this short.
i got this bad habit of bringing a lot of stuff home for the weekend and end up not using them...bring home liao nvr touch gum pui sia...weekend always so slack de
went for a haircut today. at least this time i got a barber who doesn't seem as if he is rushing to be reborn so it wasn't that bad...
went to the arcade after my haircut. so long haven go there liao. watched ppl play for quite a long time. i was watching ppl play daytona when this guy brought his son who looks to be no more then 5 or 6 years old and sat on one of the seat. i was thinking that he was just letting his son play play when i saw that his son switched to manual mode and i was like you sure or not... the little boy leg too short to reach the pedal so the dad just step on the accelerator all the time. when the race start, i was O.O all the way. the little boy was changing gear perfectly and didn't even touch the wall on all 20 laps and his lap time was 17+,17+17+17+ with the occasional 18+. nothing more than that. ppl watching were all stunned. wth... does he have that machine at home or what? look out F1, singapore representive is coming to you in 10+ years time lol...

Last Barking On|10:29 PM|

Saturday, July 30, 2005

30 July

road run today. nothing much... just run lor. quite ok ba...the route is pretty short, dun have to run till very cham. for the first time in a long time, cuda won! ok la, only the road run but then it is still an achievement liao le. all thanks to our B boys and B girls. overall cuda was third... nvm nvm... not last can liao... lol...that's what mr loo would say anyway...

Last Barking On|12:08 AM|

Thursday, July 28, 2005

28 July

Had a talk with miss ng today. kaoz, waited two days for it lor lol...she talked to us abt our future plans, where we wanna go and what we wanna do after sec sch etc etc. and cos i was speaking in the same group as hj and jy, my talk got cut off cos she wanna talk to them abt their relationship lol...
anyway, during the talk, i realised that i am not too sure abt my future. i got this notion of being a journalist but then dunno my english good enough or not. i think the idea of working with animals as stated in an entry long ago is not feasible la, those kinda work usually don't command a high pay and god knows i could do with some money. maybe i will just do volunterly work or something...no idea what jc i wanna go to either. to me, jcs are all the same. dunno why i wanted to come to xinmin so bad in p6. think it was because of the heavy propaganda by my form teacher ba. she keep saying how good xinmin is. and i think i was worried that i might go to normal stream so i got work quite a bit...but then jc not really much choice. i dun like the idea of waking up at like 5 to go to sch. i wake at 6 now and still falls asleep half the time in class so 5 would be horrible. that limits my choice to a few sch that i can get to quite easily. sr(nearest, can walk there but results there like not very good...), ny(dunno why a lot of ppl wanna go there but teachers give bad impression abt it), meriden(personal bad impression. the principal reminds me of someone we all know and hate) and ajc(go there tio tok. dun like the idea and i dun think i can go there and be a mugger). so i have 0 ideas abt where i shld go. any recommandations? or something to make me think that one jc is good? so that i at least have a aim...

Last Barking On|11:13 PM|

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

27 July

Seriously. Someone up there really hates me. Nothing ever seems to go my way. Nvm, i shall not fall to this crap. The more you try to make me unhappy, the more i shall be happy to piss you off. *shakes fist at sky
Life sux

Last Barking On|10:14 PM|

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

fa26 April

Boo...just finished the nkf newspaper review. read so many articles on it till sian liao.
anyway, i was thinking abt what to blog abt and i came across the topic on gender equality. To me, it is a pile of crap. Let's face it, men and women are different and nothing can be done to change that unless you go for a sex change. Men and women get different advantages and disadvantages and evolution made us the way we are. Men are physically stronger then women in normal cases and women are more caring then men. In most cases anyway. So i don't really see what's all the uproar about gender equality in the past. Men and women do get different treatment. it's not that hard to see it in your daliy life, just take a look and see. If you ask me, women get it better before 40, when they are still attractive and will get perks from men who are attracted to them but after 40, men has the upper hand as older men can still be attractive.
kinda fair, kinda unfair, depending on how you view it. anyway, you can't change who you are so it doesn't matter that much.. lol... meant for this entry to be philosofical(sp) but too tired liao... some other day ba...

Last Barking On|10:45 PM|

Monday, July 25, 2005

25 July

haha... ate two birthday cake today, jo and my sis one. didn't get anything for my sis though... we are not very close...then again, i am not close to anyone in my family. and again, not very close to anyone at all... my sis is 3 years younger then me, which i think is a bad difference...3 years is too long for us to have similar ideas or interest and yet 3 years is too short for me to feel protective of her...haiz
anyway, prelims are crawling towards us and O's are under a 100 days away so i shouldn't be overly concerned abt these stuff now. if it has waited for so many years, it can wait a few more months.

Last Barking On|10:51 PM|

Sunday, July 24, 2005

24 July

lolz... it feels as if i have been on a diet this few days...too lazy to even eat...then ended up eating crappy food. no wonder i lose weight during the holidays. i wanna GAIN weight, not lose them...
i guess i shld stop denying my revision. keep telling myself to start and i still haven start... ok. i am going to start tmr! who am i kidding...i gotta have someone wake me up first lolz...

Last Barking On|11:37 PM|

Saturday, July 23, 2005

23 July

woah, guess what... i woke at 2.30 pm today! lol...but then i reached home at around 2.30 yesterday so i slept for 12 hours straight. however, due to all the sleeping, i am having a headache now... so let's talk about yesterday!
sch time was crap. bad mood throughout the whole time. dun wanna say why.
i pon english and went home early and then went to play pool. ok la, it wasn't that bad but it wasn't that fun either...rate it as a little above average. maybe i just dunno how to play it yet. we played till around 6 then went to vch le. before going there, brought flowers for everyone. shared with wy. surprise right? he wanted to share! anyway, we then went to the concert. the playing itself was not bad... but seems to not be as good as last year de. the x-winds played the best. but i like the pirates of the caribbean(sp) best! seems to be a little short though... ended at 9+... i think it ended at 10.30 last year? anyway, after that we went to mac. oh yeah, during the intermission, our class took some photos so i am waiting for those from yj. was in a better mood by then. had mac then went to play pool again. this time reluctanly... i was pratically dragged there by them. played till abt 2am? then took cab home le. luckily my mom and dad were asleep by the time i reached home. think my mom went to sleep after she called me at 1+...

Last Barking On|3:34 PM|

Thursday, July 21, 2005

21 July

wootz! xinfony tomorrow! ehz... i think i said what i wanna say a couple of entries back but i got nothing else to blog so...looking forward to it! lol... what a waste of words...
strangely enough, there isn't any homework today. that's lucky though, cos a few of us stayed back in class to do the deco for national day till abt 6.30. ok la, lessons ended at like close to 5 so it wasn't that long...thurdays are like the latest cos of the a maths test. urgh, d&i coming soon. i am gonna be so dead. *prays that i will do decently for it...and for prelim
looking forward to tomorrow! lets see i can extend my going home time till what time... testing the limits lol...

Last Barking On|11:23 PM|

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

20 July

just found out today that the road run is next friday. after sch. zzz... can't they hold it on sat or something? i have trouble keeping awake in the afternoon, let alone run. i just realise i seem to be sleeping a lot compared to some ppl. so how come i still feel so tired half the time? maybe i just need more sleep ba...
oh yeah... you know what day is today? it is one month to my birthday! actually i am not looking forward to it at all... cos it coincides with the prelims... like hell i will be able to celebrate it...

Last Barking On|10:30 PM|

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

19 July

i think i am starting to enjoy lessons more and more =) apart from hans maths, cos i still can't get head or tails of what he is saying. pity those in band 2... lessons are now mostly just revision so it isn't that bad. going through past years paper nia. i feel the two stack of physics and chem wksht and all the tys calling my name but so far i think i am doing a pretty good job of refusing them. gotta fall to their temptation sometime soon though...or else i will nvr get a good date with o lvl.
chem prat today. sian, stained my shirt with KMnO4 so i think i will be stuck with the stupid stain till the end of the year liao. 60th aniversary coming soon. don't think there is much to be excited about though, mostly just putting on a show for the minister. how come it is in the evening? weird...lame lor... spend so much money putting up show for him, like building all those display cases and the little stage and stuff liddat but they are so stingy on our aircon. don't understand what's going on through their mind...it is the students that make the sch lor, not all this little expensive acts... allow us to on the aircon all the time stay in class without getting chased out and i think we will give a better impression on happy students then all these crap.
lol... how forgetful can i get? buy bday gift for ppl also can forget to bring.sorry ar jason although you won't see this.
it is amazing how the same words from different people can have such different effects. it is even more amazing how a few words can totally change my mood.

Last Barking On|10:56 PM|

Monday, July 18, 2005

18 July

hmm... what did i want to blog about...bleh... can't remember... nothing much interesting happened today but it wasn't a bad day, at least most ppl were in a good mood.
anyway, looking forward to friday! shld be pretty fun. hopefully nothing goes wrong...

Last Barking On|10:45 PM|

Sunday, July 17, 2005

17 july

god... i feel like a genius today. Why you ask? lets see...
genius act 1. when i went to the movies today, i took a bus to amk mrt station and planned to switch to bishan. nothing wrong right? well, when i went into the station and i got up the wrong steps and saw to my right that the track was closed with a no entry side. and it just so happens that there is this guy talking on the phone and says that he is gonna be late because the mrt is spoiled. the navive me believed him and then went out of the station to take a bus. turns out that the track was not closed, the one closed is the middle, useless track that has always been closed.
genius act 2. when i went to buy the tickets, i forgot what movie i was going to watch and then i was there "two tickets for the 1.30 pm show of.... of.... of....of..." and deb had to remind me.
genius act 3. i went into a shop looking for clothes and then just picked one that i liked without trying cos i know my size is M. then when i went home, i discovered that i took the wrong one and this one is size S... worst of all, it is a sale item and thus cannot be exchanged or so it says on the receipt. so 28.80 for nothing lol...ok la, still can wear but a bit small....
genius act 4. going home that time i forgot that i can also take 165 cos it also goes to hougang mall and almost missed the bus. luckily i got on at the last min but gave deb a shock. lolz...

aside from all that, it was quite enjoyable. the movie was nice... ben was so comical! ben as in the thing, not the ben you all know. the torch was cool and invisible women was not bad... but then most of the female celebrity looks similar to me so i can't tell them apart so i don't see what's so special abt her that makes yj raves so much. overall not a bad movie, a little on the short side though, abt 90 minutes. time flys when you are enjoying yourself. oh yeah, for some reason, the cinema was full of adults bring their little children to the show. i had the impression that it was a teenager show so it was rather surprising for me. i still can't figure out how to move abt j8 though, think i will still get lost there... oh yeah...something i wanna ask... is j8 same as bugis? cos i am always not sure if it is bishan j8 or bugis j8...or is there two j8? spoken like a true lu chi...
oh yeah, i have fashion sense that is so good that i dunno how to describe it. as good as.... forget it, i can't think of anything bad enough to describe it. okok, my fashion sense sux. so anyone willing to pei me the next time i feel loaded and wanna buy clothes? got hao chu one, treat to lunch/dinner or something

Last Barking On|11:40 PM|

16 July

wee... finished the harry potter book! well... actually finished it 5 hours ago... actually wanted to get up early and get the book at 7.01 but couldn't wake up so went to collect it around 9.... took me around 6 hours to complete it. anyway, the book was great! haha... i would love to see this book in the movie form, gonna have a lot of interesting scenes... shalln't spoil it for everyone. just be prepared for a very sad ending. the way he died was... unexpected.
gonna go watch fantastic 4 tomorrow! shld be nice. anyway, it will be one of the best weekends for a long time!

Last Barking On|12:15 AM|

Friday, July 15, 2005

15 July

Wohoo! Chinese is offically all over. anyway, it wasn't that bad...18 or 20 if nothing goes wrong... hopefully, that will get me to a B.... hey, for me who gotten C all the time getting a B is not bad le hor... i just relised how impt is the chinese exam,because we are gonna get it back like 1 week before the prelims. so how well we do for it will affect our mood for the prelims. so all the more reason for us to get good grades! *prays to whoever is up there
anyway, the harry potter book 6 harry potter and the half blood prince will be in my hands in under 8 hours! bwahahahaha! i am gonna be the first one to finish reading it! lol... like will get a prize liddat...maybe will get to watch a movie also...see how first. this may be the first weekend that's not boring for a long time! and for a long time to come lol... all the way till nov or something...

Last Barking On|11:07 PM|

Thursday, July 14, 2005

14 July

woah, another long day. maths test after self study so ended at abt 4:30. oh well, this is the normal timing for me anyway so there isn't much diff.
listening tomorrow! soup says to get plenty of rest so i think i will go to sleep now... need the full marks for listening.

Last Barking On|11:26 PM|

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

13 July

took the class photos today! ok la, not bad, at least i won't look like i am crying in these photos... no idea how come i look like that at the photo taking last year...the class took a bunch of photos and i am still waiting for someone aka yj to send me them. just 3 more days to hp:hbp!! haven read anything for so long le, dunno my reading speed got become slower or not. anyway, i should finish around 12 or eariler so if i am online then, you can ask me about it! spoilers warning.

Dreams will still be dreams...

Last Barking On|11:29 PM|

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

12 July

bleh... so much for my confidence in the maths tests. got crap for them. marking was damn strict sia...
today was quite a long day with a lot of lessons, till 4 infact. the longest day of the week has just become tuesday.
i watched the you hua jiu suo last last week i think and wanted to blog about it but keep forgetting until the pc lesson today then i remembered. you know, the esposide with ms tee as a guest speaker? anyway, the topic was on learning chinese and one of the guest speaker said this. of course he said it in chinese so this is a translation.
Everyone only has 24 hours in a day. You can only spend so much time studying so no one can be good at everything. if your maths is good, perhaps your chinese is not. if your chinese is also good, perhaps your english suffers. if all your subjects are good, then perhaps your social life suffers.
i feel that this is true up to a large extent.(sounds like ss) while this is true, different people may be affected by it to a different extent. the amount of effort put in by two person might be the same but what the result is might be vastly different. it might be a case of not working correctly or the intelligence of the two person might just be different. while i believe that life is fair most of the time, i think that like everything else, it makes a mistake once in a while and thus you see those case where people are so talented that they get better results without studying then those who study their ass off. in the other extreme, there are also those such as young children who suffers from illnesses or are born with them. they have done nothing to deserve this and yet it still happens to them. thus, we should all just do our best and not worry too much about the outcome. ms ng also said something about this today. worrying doesn't help in the least, as long as you have done your best, then you should not worry too much about the outcome. you have done your best and you should not feel any regrets.
anyway, back to the topic. i think that we should get a balance between work and play and not deprive ourself of the other. it doesn't help even if you get all a1s and you are not happy. you should work hard, yes, but don't torture yourself in the process.
with all that being said, can i myself do it? that remains to be seen.

Last Barking On|11:00 PM|

Monday, July 11, 2005

11 July

damn the heat! so hot! make me unable to sleep at all yesterday so today was very moody and tired. self study is gonna start le, think everyday is gonna be quite late ba...
why do i get the feeling that i have done something wrong again... if not....why?
maybe i am just thinking too much again

Last Barking On|8:27 PM|

Sunday, July 10, 2005

10 July

sometimes i feel that i really don't know myself well. am i detestable? or am i a nice guy? do i really mean what i say? or am i just saying those stuff to entertain ppl? sometimes i am really not sure. if i think i am one thing, i will always think of things to support the other side. lol... do i have a split personality and one hates the other's gut? i gotta get myself cleared up soon or i am gonna have problems. it is not good to be unsure of yourself. when you have confidence, it is so much easier to take things in your stride. gotta regain that confidence and do it the proper way this time round.

Last Barking On|10:49 PM|

10 July

bleh. did nothing for the past two days. my weekends are getting monotonus liao. just play boring games nia... oh well... i guess i shld enjoy them while i can...but it is so SIAN. at least i got something to do next sat.... read harry potter half blood prince lol... i will finish it on the day itself like last year ba...

Last Barking On|12:52 AM|

Thursday, July 07, 2005

7 July

For the first(and possiblily last) time in my life, i don't think a maths is that impossible to do! hurray for mrs tan lo... but, since we haven got to calcalus, i don't think i shld be celebrating yet. reach there liao is fail all the way one lol...
had two maths test today and it was dare i say it? easy! haha... think 80% of the class will get above 30 for this two tests...nothing else impt happened. still was a sian day though. shi qi cheng cheng at the back...

Last Barking On|11:15 PM|

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

6 July

I usually blog hop before i blog to help me remember what happened today as i tend to forget stuff and i must say that it is getting more and more terrifying... everywhere is ppl blogging abt them working hard and yet here i am, lazy as usual. haiz... anyway, i set a date for myself. no more games after the 25 of july! actually, it doesn't help that much though. i am not playing much games now and yet i am still at my com stoning a lot. ok... add no animes to that. urgh, that seems worse then the no games rule. i will just download them and then after the prelims i will stone myself to death watching them all at one go! wahahahaha! shouldn't be that hard, since all the anime i am currently watching, i already know the story so there isn't the urge to know what happens next. hopefully, i will be able to keep to this promises. of course, i won't throw away my com completely, after all, it has been loyal to me for 5 whole years. that's an antique in the computer world. no virus or spoiled before yet! that's incredible right? but i still want a new com!!!!
so anyway, my com will still be on the moment i get home till i go to sleep, just that i won't be using it so much la. so forgive me if i don't reply you promtly. recently it has been maths after maths after maths...dun seem to be showing much improvements though... nvm, hopefully it will work out before the O's.
haiz... today is an example of a good day gone bad

Last Barking On|10:47 PM|

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

5 July

wee... three maths tests this week. oh well, i supposed it is good for me...needa improve my maths a lot.

Last Barking On|10:41 PM|

Monday, July 04, 2005

4 July

ah... what a waste of a weekend. just played and watch anime for the whole time. boring as always. damn. gotta find someone who is always on for stuff otherwise i will nvr be able to watch a movie when i feel like it lol...ah well... nothing that i can think of blogging about. cya

Last Barking On|11:01 PM|

Saturday, July 02, 2005

1 July

finally oral over le!. well... it wasn't that good... reading quite a few words dunno how to read and the coversation was crap as well. of all the topics to come out, terrorist and who do you tell your woes to came out...didn't prepare for these...anyway, it is over le so no point broading over it. just one more complain though. why is the aircon setting so dumb? the area where we are waiting was not cold at all and when we are reading the passage and when we are taking the oral, it is damn cold! talk about stupid. i was shivering half the time i was talking.
monday's a holiday. lets see if i manage to get out this weekend...

Last Barking On|12:21 AM|